Many nights, I cry...

and have asked, what if my tears were traded for clinched fists?

If anguish was related to the loss of riches rather than loss of love ones.

What if my desire for truth and righteousness was never emancipated from the chains of selfishness and delusion?

What if my obedience was distant and not so...civil?

Sanctioned human trafficking, starvation among food surpluses, rampant disease with cures "unattainable", a multitude of perpetual wars...the world is burning and the pain seems to be recognized by only a few seemed to not be fully aware of civic efficacy.

I pray that LOVE continues to motivate me and free me from anguish.

I pray that LOVE for people continues to supersede and blinds the lust of the eyes.

I pray that LOVE keeps me.

I pray that LOVE temper my frustrations and utter anger with principalities, powers, the rulers of the darkness of this world, and the spiritual wickedness in high places.

You should pray for the same.